Long Day in Plan B

It didn’t help that it rained. The grandaughter came in today and instantly her eyes filled with tears. I wish I could majically scoop her up send her home have hopsice come in and let her die at home in peace and quiet in an enviroment that is comfortable to her. The whole family can come down and stay and chill out ( as much as you can concidering the situation) and relaxe at the home they have known since 1970. But I can’t do that. Not everybody has to die in a hospital or a skilled nursing place. Belive it or not it dosn’t have to be horrible. Alot of nrg goes into birth and alot of nrg goes into death. You got people on one side who want you to stay and you got people on the other who want you to come over. She is ready to go to the other side. It’s ok. It took alot of nrg today out me.
I am not going to be up late. Have a busy day tom. 2 clients and get Casie Marie cut. I have to get my resume in order this week also. I have goals that must be completed.
Off I go to walk the chillren - again - then some milk and cookies.