B and I took a short break apart, and by short I mean three days! Or was it two… Haha! Yeah I’m sad! But it felt like an eternity! I do not want to go that long without any contact with him again. But the break was good for me, gave me a chance to reflect on our relationship and what my expectations were. It sucks that we fell for each other so soon… we have to wait quite a while before we don’t have to hide our relationship. But it is what it is and I realized that I would rather wait with him than without him. We’re in this together.
I see our future together and that gives me hope. I see us happy together…with our seven kids!! :) Yeah it’ll be nuts but it’ll be awesome. His kids all love me already, and I’m pretty sure my kids like him. Him and Nick really click. One day about two weeks ago, I kept Nick home from school with me and B and I planned on ‘bumping into each other’ at Starbucks. When we got there, Nick and I, Nick went right over to the table B was sitting at and the two of them talked while I waited for my coffee. Then the three of us sat and talked for a while, as we waited for Chapters to open so we could browse. It felt nice. And it warmed my heart to see Nick at ease with B. Nick doesn’t warm up very easily to people. I really look forward to being able to hang out with him with kids around and not having to plan these ‘coincidental meet-ups’ in the future. It’ll happen eventually. For now I am just enjoying what we have. Our every-other-weekend sleepovers are nice :) I get him all to myself for a whole night! Things just feel so comfortable and right with him. I feel like we’ve been together for so much longer than we have and I’m excited about spending the rest of our lives together.
Ah listen to me gush! Hehe. Well that’s all I’ll say for today, I should really write about other things next time but right now I have to jet! Gotta get my boys from their dad’s in a little bit. Peace out! ~C
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