Nothing too interesting happened. I'm off three days this week and I'm pretty happy about it.
Me and Ashley are talking as friends. We are just friends so soon it will be pointless to even write in here. It will not be noteworthy. Today she said I was right. She didn't want a relationship. Kind of hurt for some reason. Right now I'm cool with this whole thing with Ashley. But I do think it would be best if I didn't see her for a looooong time. Or ever again. Saying this I'm probably going to text her again today. We'll probably talk again. I'll tell myself not to but I will end up doing so. Damn.
I don't want to fall back into this pattern. This bad, bad mental pattern. Of feeling nothing.
Dani said we should go to the library today. I hope we do honestly. It sounds fun. I miss the library. I used to walk to the old one all the time. But Dani isn't always the best at hitting me up. It was his idea. I hope we go. I might go myself anyway. I need to read my book. Its really good. I will today.
Mac Miller's album is still really awesome for me.
Writing nearly everyday is really helping me. Since I write everyday I want to keep up the same length every time. It will be a challenge I believe because my life isn't exactly action-packed. It will force me to focus on the detail in my life. Sort out my thoughts more in depth. Which will hopefully improve my writing skills and voice.
BOQ tomorrow. I'm off today.
goodnight/morning/day wherever you may be on this planet :)
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