I love life to be honest. Everything is art. Just depends on your angle. How you look at things.
Work was boring as always. I worked out today.
I've been writing more and more and more lately. Poetry, raps, on here. Listening to music. Reading my book. My brain is always turning lately but it feels really good. I never knew I would write this much. My life is revolving around words as of late. All my life really. I'm getting a headache.
Thoughts of Ashley are put on the back burner because of all my writing. It wasn't a conscious decision. I sort of just realized it. Feels good. Heartbreak is art really.
I'm concerned I may be avoiding real life by escaping into my mind. With my writing. Is that a bad thing? I mean I honestly am feeling good. Like realllllly good. Its the best stress reliever. Its fun too. Holy shit. My head is going a mile a minute right now. I feel sluggish but hyper. I feel optimistic.
I am genuinely tired. A satisfied tired. I did a lot today. I listened to Mac Miller's new mixtape and Its blowing my mind. I have never heard him like this. EVER. Its called "Delusional Thomas". Its dark and wild. There are definitely a lot of dark and wild rappers out there but what separates Mac is the fact that for the first five years of his career he was never like this. He used to have cheesy punchlines and a positive message. Now its just the opposite and I absolutely LOVE IT. It twists my mind around and its just sooooo good. He raps in a different auto tuned voice on purpose to portray the Delusional Thomas character. If anyone ever says that rappers aren't talented are the most ignorant people. You just have to listen to the right rappers. I've listened to all 10 of the songs 5 times at least according to my iTunes.
I work 3-10 tomorrow and then on Saturday I help Paul and Lisa move in to Adam and Jaime's old house. Adam and Jaime are moving in with Jaime's parents. Who, by the way, LIVE RIGHT NEXT DOOR. Its such a stupid idea. My family is freaking retarded.
But anyway. I'm feeling well. I'm bi-polar so lets see how long this lasts. Hopefully awhile.
Number 26.
Would you be willing to murder an innocent person if it would end world hunger in the world?
Hmmmm hard question. Well would I be able to tell this person why?
I don't feel like going in-depth here. I would definitely kill someone to end world hunger.
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