The weather was so sweet up until now, but as soon as I hit my final destination it all goes to shit.
My plan is to go into the woods nearby and build myself a bender. What’s a bender? Well, it’s a dwelling you build out of wood and whatever the fuck else you can get your hands on. The basic frame will look something like this:
The finished thing will look something a bit like this:
And I will live here for the summer. Maybe longer. I’m thinking of retiring completely into a life of quiet and solitude. At least for a year or so. Not sure. All I know is that I really fucking hate people, I really fucking hate this country, and I really fucking hate the things that people in this country do. Retiring to a small town, even if it’s just a few years, to live in solitude is the best thing I can do. I’m finding that my internal rage is getting out of hand and I need to distance myself from you fucks before I end up doing something violent. Yes, it’s getting that bad. So I’m gonna build myself a bender in the woods and hang out with the local hippies. Where I’m building it is quite close to the town of Glastonbury, famous for this big corporate rock event that happens once a year, so there’s gonna be plenty of stoners and hippies to chill with.
Speaking of stoners, I started smoking weed again, which has helped me tremendously. Not a lot, just a bit of hash/bud here and there, but it’s definitely chilled me out some. I used to smoke it a lot, but stopped when it started making me paranoid. Years later and IO can smoke again, provided I don’t go overboard on it, which is nice. I had a bit yesterday whilst I was hitching to this town, and it mellowed me out quite a bit. Of course, I didn’t really accomplish too much. I just listened to Ralph Garman’s podcast and laughed a lot. Something I’ve not been doing as much as I usually do. I’ll get there.
The good news is that I’ll be online almost every day, since I have a library card for this area, and there’s a smattering of free wifi to be had around here, too. So, even if it’s just a quick sentence or two, I’ll be able to update most days. Most days that I’m not too busy, anyway.
All right, be good, people.
EDIT
First look of Jared Leto’s Joker in the upcoming Suicide Squad movie. Be warned, he looks like… well, I’ll show you the picture first.
CUT BATMAN INTO PIECES THIS IS MY LAST RESORT!
Seriously. Going for the 2002 pop-punk/emo look, huh, Jared?
Not interested.
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