Yes, It's Still Hard But... Wednesday, August 29, 2007
I feel a little better today. I feel a little more confident in what I am doing. I have to remember to take this one day at a time. I can do this. I have to remember the end result. That's why I am doing this. Thousands of people do this everyday. I am not doing anything that no one else has done before. Most of all, I have to remember when I get a 4.0 in my math class, I have done something that I have never done before. I did poorly in high school. This is my chance to change it. This is my chance to make a difference in my life. This is my chance to be completely selfish and do it for me.
Someday, by complete determination, I will have a college degree. I will have a "real" job. I not only can do this, not only will do this, but also, I am doing this.
Yes, it's hard. Yes, it's frustrating. Yes, at moments I want to break down and cry because I don't understand something, or I feel completely overwhelmed. However, someday it will be all over and I will look back and think, "Look what I did. I can do anything."
One day at a time.
Her
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you are a strong girl and you gonna be fine [Doller Bill] [p] 9/2/2007 11:41:27 AM
First off she doesn't know the full extent of it all. She just suspects very strongly that something is going on. She basically told me that I'm going to hell, that I'll be unhappy for the rest of my life if I don't accept Jesus, and that I should be worrying about myself and my gay friends. While that part really sucks, it's nice to know when I fully come clean about it I have an idea how [Serenity17] [p] 9/3/2007 8:15:10 PM
she is going to react. The problem is even though I know what she is going to say, she is so steadfast in her beliefs she probably will never come around and see how great our relationship is. Sadness. At least I have supportive friends who do see it. [Serenity17] [p]
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