I Just Woke Up From This Dream Thursday, September 06, 2007
It started out from an unanounced visit from an old friend. I was at the house where I grew up. (I always dream there no matter what) Out of no where Keith comes up the stairs to the second floor of the house. I was in the small hallway and had just walked out of my bedroom. I was going to head downstairs, but ran into him instead. I felt excited to see him. It was then I heard my mother in the bathroom down the hall. So I pushed him back downstairs trying to get him to leave. Instead he pushed me upstairs into my room. There was absolutely nothing sexual going on, he just wanted to talk. I don't know how I knew that considering he never spoke a word to me. But, hey, it's a dream; Things like that can happen.
So I pulled him by the arm into my room and shoved him in the closet.
"Hold on," I said to him nervously. "Stay there."
He looked at me confused.
I then heard the door click open from the bathroom. When I turned around he was out of the closet standing in the middle of the room, so I pushed him back into the closet. "You have to stay there, just until my mom leaves. She can NOT see you here!"
I remember feeling incredibly nervous. I remember thinking the whole time that my mom was going to disown me if she saw me with him. The next thing I know I hear the bathroom door all the way open and I was in the hallway looking to see if she was coming. I knew she would head to my room first to see me before heading downstairs, so I met her halfway. I had a magazine in my hand and pretended to be overly excited about something in it to get her to look at it as we walked to my room. When we got there, he was out of the closet again standing there. I turned and saw my mother's expression who was irrate. I stood there for a moment and he suddenly walked out the room and went down the stairs. I stared at my mother, who was burning mad.
I then ran around her and down the stairs towards him. When I caught up with him he was outside. We both stood staring at each other while my mother watched from inside.
"Why did you do that?" I screamed at him.
He just looked at me as though I already knew the answer.
"I asked you to stay in the closet until she left! Now she is angry with me. This could have been all avoided!" I was screaming at him still.
He just shook his head at me.
It was at that moment that so much rage had built up inside that I reach down, grabbed a hand full of stones and with all my might whipped them at him screaming, "YOU *UCKED SOMEONE TOO!"
At that point he dropped too his knees and began to cry. By the time I had walked over to him he was lying in the fetal position on the sidewalk with tears flowing down his face. I bent down and put my arms around him and began to sob. We then stood up and he stood behind me and was hugging me from behind. We both had calmed down but I still had tears falling down my face.
"I just wanted to see you again. I didn't want my mom to..." I said as he cut me off. "I understand completely, but it's still..." He answered as I cut him off. "I know." I answered. I really did know.
It was then his phone rang and I knew that meant he had to leave. My heart sank and I almost whispered, "Now I'll never see you again." "256 days." He whispered back. "What?" I hadn't heard him. "9 months."
I woke up.
Yes, I know the numbers don't match up (256 /= 9 months) It was a dream! The real reason I put this on here, is because there is so much personal meaning in this dream. More than I can even explain. The last part where we kept cutting each other off, that was like we were reading each other's minds. Years ago, I told him (in real life) if he couldn't be friends with me with out his g/f knowing then we couldn't be friends at all. Then in this dream, I do it back to him but somehow try to make it all right. There's just a lot of deep meaning in this dream, and it all makes a lot of sense. I don't normally have dreams that make sense. That's why I wrote out this one.
There's a whole lot more to this dream. Like the hiding in the closet thing. That probably has a lot to do with him and his brother hiding me in a bedroom while another girl came over. I wasn't allowed out until she left. There were so many things we were hiding all the time back then. It's crazy for me to be dreaming about it now. It just makes so much more sense now that all the lying and hiding is over. Things are so much nicer now. Would it be nice to see him? I guess I have to say, only if his g/f knew about it. I mean, that is what the dream was about.
Her
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so what does the dream mean [Doller Bill] [p]
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