I miss writing every day like I did in March. I think I’m going to try a little bit harder - even if it’s just to get a few thoughts in.
Today was a pretty rough day at work. Actually, this whole year has been rough and exhausting. At least my boss is getting better. I like him more and more every day, even if he does look at my boobs and my legs. GAH…at least somebody is.
I’m prepping for two huge meetings - one next week (3-day) and one the week after. Plus I need to get ready for my trip to China, which will be in about 6 weeks. GASP. That just struck me! So, so, so fucking much to do.
And yet, here I go, back on Tinder making dates with dudes.
I think it has a LOT to do with the fact that the guy I’m kinda with (and stupidly and foolishly in love with) doesn’t really want to see me pretty much at all any more. So.
[Kate] posted this article on her FB, and I almost shared it on my page because I feel so strongly about it:
I am sitting here with a million thoughts swirling around my brain regarding the article, but the bottom line is, I believe that people keep flirty relationships to keep themselves from getting fully immersed and/or committed in their primary relationship. It’s a distance-maker/keeper. It makes me sad.
More to say, more to say. I just can’t right now.
I need to make a plan. I’m unhappy with where I am with regards to:
- relationship
- creativity
- body
Time to start creating steps. Time to formulate… something’s brewing.
I walked with [Athena] tonight. We had good talks.
Today was a 6.5. Goodnight.
Love,
GS
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