26 days in. I’ve written every day in March, and I like it!
I’ve liked not drinking as well. I wake up feeling clear and good, for the most part. And while I thought it would be hard and I’d crave alcohol, I simply haven’t. Granted, I haven’t given up other vices - I thought this would be hard enough. But it’s been easy and kind of fun to talk to people about this. It’s great to get others’ perspectives on this, and so many people have been impressed by the fact that I just decided one day to do this.
Tonight I went for a walk, and I invited the Bulldog. He showed. We walked. It was actually quite nice. I didn’t feel any sadness or negativity from him. Nor did I feel a ton of positivity. BD is simply BD and I have to let it be. It’s all ok.
I could tell he’d been thinking a lot about the things I’d said before. It showed. And he even talked about it a little bit…how we all have to go through hardship and pain. He’s not unique in that way. There was quite a bit of understanding between the two of us.
There’s some weird stuff going on at work that I don’t really want to write about yet. Im just thinking about it and how I want to get it out on these pages. Bottom line is, well, there are a few things: (A) a brown nosing counterpart , and (B) a consultant who wants a full-time position at the company and he’s aiming directly at my job. While I’ve stepped up my wardrobe, there are actually a lot more other things that need to be done to rectify this situation, and I have to think about this, but I also know that I need to act fast.
It’s always something, eh? One of my Chinese factory guys called me tonight telling me he was confused because he’s getting direction from the consultant (who hadn’t consulted with ME). Ugh. I said I wasn’t going to write about it.
Oh, puppy emerged from her coffee high just fine. She did have insomnia all night last night, though. I woke in the middle of the night to find her out of bed, just sitting in her crate all wide-eyed and wired. She’s sleeping soundly now at the foot of the bed. I’m so happy to have that coffee out of her system, poor thing!
Oops. I went to screw around on Facebook and thought I lost this entry. I didn’t (whew), but I’m tired and need to go to bed now.
Until I have more exciting news…
LOVE,
GS
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