OK here’s the deal. I’m a sensible, decent professional woman in her mid forties. middle aged, some might say. I’m happily married with a couple of kids, a dog and a mortgage. All is good with the world.
Except it’s not - not quite. See, I love sex. Can’t get enough of it if I’m honest. But my husband doesn’t feel the same way. It’s nothing personal, he says. It’s-not-you-it’s-me. He just doesn’t want sex any more. And being the decent person I am I respect his decision and I’ve tried to work with it. But it’s hard … (unlike him). I’m left feeling unloved, unwanted and frustrated. Very VERY frustrated. And horny as hell …
So last week I signed up to some very dodgy-looking website, where dodgy men and dodgy women create pseudo profiles and advertise for fuck buddies, friends with benefits, casual sex. Whatever you call it, it’s all the same thing really - affairs. You wouldn’t believe the amount of messages I’ve had from horny men wanting to get off with a strange woman, sending me their emails and mobile numbers and photos of their dicks. I should be offended that I’m obviously seen as a cheap slag, but actually it gives me a bit of a power rush, having these guys falling over themselves to be first to shag me senseless.
They’ve sent me erotic stories and dirty fantasies, told me what they want to do to me, what I can do to them, and it’s turned me on so much, left me wet between the thighs and even more determined to do something about it. One guy in particular seems genuine and we’ve been emailing for a few days now. Of course his wife doesn’t understand him any more and he loves her truly he does but needs someone to satisfy him physically. I get that.
And next week I just happen to be out of town … and so does he.
Watch this space.
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