And the greatest one of these is ... in Love

... love. I think I'm still a long way from getting married yet though. First, you need a man! So i think the last time I wrote (which was probably over a year ago now) I was going out with Andy. Not any more, and its the last time I will ever mention him. He was a charmer, good looking, had a good job and looked after me. He was fun to be with and good in (and out!) of the bedroom. We were together for over a year, and I thought he was a keeper, but after a while he started to become a little distant. We began to spend more nights apart than we did together, and I knew deep down it was coming to an end but I clung on. We were both busy, had our independence, but we had each other. Or so I thought. The last straw came when I tried to take the initiative to kick start our romance again. You know, sexy lingerie, strawberries , champagne, the works. He knocked me back, and accused me of living in a fantasy world, where I was always the vamp and never myself. Funny how he never complained at the start of our relationship! We never saw each other again. He made me doubt myself, my sexuality, but my circle of friends, a few one night stands and numerous bottles of wine helped me forget. Was he seeing someone else. I dont know. And I dont care. Nobodys perfect, but he tried to attack my self respect rather than treating me with respect and without respect, there can be no love. So here I am, a single girl again, but you know what. I'm loving life.