I snapped myself out of that, but man… I feel depression coming on again. I hate this cycle. I could barely get through the day on Thursday, and I almost lost it, because everything was just too much to handle. I somehow kept my composure, but it’s hard. So hard.
I know I need to see a doctor. But part of depression is loss of motivation. I just… can’t bring myself to. I don’t care enough. I feel like I’m handling things enough that I don’t have to, even if I KNOW that’s complete bullshit.
Depression is so annoying. I know I need to change it, but it’s hard. REally, really hard.
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