so, i don't have aids. stds and rape. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.
Revised: 11/16/2015 10:43 p.m.
- Feb. 26, 2015, 7:47 p.m.
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I saw my new dr. today Megan. actually she’s a nurse. she’s really nice I like her. we talked about my depression and BC options for my period. I got a STD test today for HIV. the finger prick test. and I don’t have AIDS. oh thank god. that’s the one I was the most worried about. oh so how this came about was that I um told her i’d been raped and we both agreed it would be good for me to get tested for STDs. even though i’m not sexually active given I’ve been raped........ well not like it’s a bad plan. i’m having a ‘down there’ test at my next appt. which i’m nervous about. Megan said she’d go slow. um so yeah.
it’s been hard telling people. prior to the past couple of yrs. I never would’ve. I didn’t talk about it for 8 yrs.
Last updated November 16, 2015
LoveSuicide ⋅ February 26, 2015
Sometimes talking about it is the best thing, and I hope that is so for you.
Lacrime di Drago ⋅ March 01, 2015
Only a handful of people know that I was raped. My own mother doesn't know. But after her attacking me about how I was dealing with my daughter's molesting, I went off on her and told her that at least MY daughter could tell me and know that I'd believe her. That brought up the whole molesting thing that happened when I was 13. She still goes out to dinner with that man and his wife. They are still invited to family things. So, yeah, she doesn't believe me. I told her to ask him. He'll tell her the truth. I know he will. So, I was right not to tell my parents then about the molesting and mom still doesn't believe me now. So, why would I tell her about me being raped? I just do as I've always done. Deal with things myself.
I'm glad your tests came back clean. I always take every opportunity to test for HIV or anything. You never know. They might figure out that you can get AIDS from a toilet seat. Remember, these are the sane people who every year change their minds about whether eggs are good or bad for us. I think they just found out that they are good for us again. Next year they will say that eggs cause you to grow a third eye.