Piano Lesson And Broken Heart Sunday, October 08, 2006
I gave my piano lesson on Saturday. It was so great. I loved it. I wish I could do it "full time." I just know how hard it is to keep that kind of thing going. However, I know what I have is different. It's a bit special, because not only are they learning the basic piano lessons, they are getting to put tracks with their music. They can add drums or any other kind of instrument with it using my Clavinova. The little girl I taught on Friday was so excited. You could just see it in her eyes. Also, she was quite talkative. She told me she wrote a song so I listened to it and it was a basic 8 year old type song. All white keys and basically going up and down the keys playing all different notes. However, it had a great name. It was "Midnight Mood" or something like that. Trust me. The name was better than the song!
Then I played a song for her. She was all excited again. Her eyes were all big and she said, "How did you do that?" And with a typical teacher answer I said, "Practice." I am really going to enjoy this. I can't wait until the next lesson. I really hope she tells her friends and they tell their mom's and I get more kids. I know it's a bit of a dream, but gosh it'd be cool. I have another mom asking me for her child, but the child is just too young. So someday I'll have that child. In about 4 years!
I really need to write an entry about Chad. It's just not going to happen right now. However, I do have to write something I have been dreading for awhile now. Thankfully no one has asked about it. So here goes...
C contacted me only 2 times since we had sex. Both times were online. Not once did he ask about me being pregnant. Not once did he make any attempt to try to see me again. I haven't spoke to him in about 3 and a half weeks. This makes me think it was all a big "nothing." This makes me a bit sad. It also makes me a bit mad. But mostly, it makes me realize that C isn't "the one," and it's time to move on. If he was at all interested he would have returned my call or tried to see me again. The one thing I can't understand though is why would he bring up children? Surely there is an easier way to break my heart. He didn't have to go there. That's pretty low.
Anyway, it's time for me to get off of this computer and into bed.
Her
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I used to be a piano teacher, what a wonderful time that was!
Have so much fun. It's a marvelous thing to do.
[lennon.]
10/8/2006 11:33:07 PM
I took piano lessons (classical). Had my first teacher for many years until she had a stroke. I really practised hard for her because she had such faith in me that I could not let her down.
I wish you much joy and success in this venture.
Chad? Gmmmmf! [Holy_Smokes!]
10/9/2006 4:52:28 AM
Yay for piano lessons!
I'm sorry that C what you'd like him to be. hugs
[OddJohn]
10/9/2006 8:32:18 AM
im so sorry about him...and that is one of those scenarios that you dont like to hear the old adage of learn from it etc etc.
[muted exposure]
10/9/2006 11:02:59 AM
ryn: thanks for visiting....Luke and Caleb are wonderful male names indeed.....so you don't have a cat now? [Citrinella] 10/9/2006 11:58:09 PM
I wish I had your patience. I really do.
And Carmy... meh. I could fashion a voodoo doll if you'd like. [ephemera]
10/10/2006 12:45:19 PM
glad you like the moniker. that c dude sounds like a dick, forgetabouthim and move on. there's someone out there that's looking to be on the same page with you. [dude, james dude]
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