“I’m never doing that again, it’s not worth it.”
No it sure isn’t, my dear.
Jacob really hasn’t drank much for the duration of our relationship (almost four years) and Friday night he had like six drinks. That’s a lot, especially when you haven’t drank like that in years. I mean, I’m sloshed on one full glass of wine. So he was throwing up all night. I was just freaking out because he told me he’d be home before midnight and it was 12:15 and I hadn’t heard from him at all, and I freaked out. I texted and called a zillion times with no response. Finally I got one saying the had to talk to a cop. So I was freaking out about that, asking why. And he wouldn’t freaking respond! And if there is one thing you know about me, it’s that if I feel that I’m being ignored, I can’t stand it. At all. He got home and I laid into him about how he shouldn’t scare me like that and I need to hear from him and blah blah blah. I mean, I was really screaming at him. Ugh. That wasn’t nice of me.
Anyway, this weekend wasn’t super great. Both kids are still sick. Lorelei’s temperature got up to 103 yesterday… but today she hasn’t had a fever. The moment she has one, I’m calling the doctor again. Her nose started running today. Cannon has a cold and cough, and he’s really needy and crying a lot. :(
It snowed a bunch yesterday. We stayed home and watched the Superbowl. I thought we were supposed to hang out with some people, but we didn’t. ;( I’m really disappointed about that. Ah, well the kids were sick anyway.
I did get Cannon to take a shower with me yesterday and he didn’t freak out. Normally if he’s in a bath he freaks out and screams. I don’t know why he does it, since he used to really enjoy baths.
I have a lot to do, but I’m very, very behind. Stressed.
I haven’t been able to work out lately. Only two days last week. I feel like I’ve gained some weight. Sigh.
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