I know he’s pretty depressed right now. I don’t really know how to help someone with depression, despite being a chronic sufferer myself.
I think he needs to see a doctor. I don’t know if he needs medication, or someone neutral to talk to, but he doesn’t really want to talk to me. It’s never the “right time” to talk, and he doesn’t ever want to “talk about it right now.” I guess it’s probably mostly work stress and the stress of our relationship.
Despite all of that, things were fine yesterday, until we both broke down crying (this all feels like a weird drama movie sometimes). He told me he was sorry he’s been mean lately. I guess he is aware of how he is treating me, so that’s a start, but I guess I do need to try harder finding a counselor.
I haven’t left the house in like two weeks. Heh. I will have to later to get Cannon from daycare. I just HATE winter.
I start school next week though, so I’ll have to four days a week.
Lorelei is about to start one solid a day. My big girl. We’ve been experimenting with it for about a month now, and she’s very keen on solids!
She’s also in size 4 diapers now. Holy cow, you’re not even 6 months old yet, kid! Her brother is in size 5. I’ve been sitting him on the potty and he actually did something the other day, and I wasn’t expecting him to at all. !!!
Also, we finally took our tree down! I pretty much had to bug Jacob to help me take it down, since he enjoys having the tree up… but it’s almost the middle of January and that’s kinda weird.
We’re out of sugar.
I know, my life is super exciting… I am almost done with the first book I’ve read for fun in forever though! The Victorian Internet, by Tom Standage. I’m really enjoying it.
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