Day 204 in NewOrderCure

Well it has been awhile since I have posted anything.  I am going to keep this short.  I have a conference call on the 22nd of this month with the labor commission.  I emailed the relevant recordings to the labor commission.  I filled out everything I needed to fill out and got everything emailed.  I am not sure how this is going to go.  I even calculated a figure which I am not going to disclose here.  I am very bothered by this still.  I got my hours cut at my job.  I don’t think it’s going to work out for me.  I don’t seem to fit anywhere anymore.  I am still thinking about going to therapy as long as they don’t put me on medication.  The other day a driver showed up and he needed to be unloaded.  The person I work with went and asked what they wanted us to do.  They sent him home and let me unload it.  I finished unloading it and the driver came up to me and gave me some money.  I told him i didn’t want it and he told me to give some to the other guy that stayed and helped.  I am not supposed to take money but I didn’t know what to do since it happened so fast.  The driver wanted to say thanks because he still had 6 hours of drive time and didn’t want to stay in this town.  I can’t say that I blame him.  I am worried about getting fired for this.  I haven’t spent the money and I gave the portion to the other guy however he told me I could keep his but I didn’t feel comfortable doing that.  Anyways I am done.  End of line……..chris