Falling In Love All Over Again Tuesday, December 20, 2005
So it happened again. I began to fall in love with you all over again. The feeling of lying next to you is so incredible I can’t help but want you to never leave my side. I can’t help myself. The feeling of falling for you is a feeling of losing control of my emotions. With just one thought of you, my heart beats faster. With one glance of you, my heart can stop. I can’t help but wonder. This is meant to be, isn’t it? This can’t be happening to me. This is too good. Too deep. Too perfect. Someday I can only hope that you will feel this way too. You have to. This is too perfect to it not to be right. This is too perfect for this to not be this way for eternity. This whole experience is turning into something more. It’s love, isn’t it?
I went to C's apartment last night. He is getting ready to buy his practice. He showed me some of the paper work and I nodded as he talked about how the appraiser made a 1/4 million dollar mistake and that jacked up the worth of the practice. I suck at math so when he was explaining it I nodded a lot. I understood a lot of what he was saying but some of it went over my head. As long as he knows what he's doing, that's all that is important.
Ok, I stayed the night at C's apartment. He worked in the morning, (before I had to get up) so he gave me keys to his apartment so I could lock up when I left.
That's got to be a good sign right!?!? Right!?!? Or am I insane?
Sorry it's been so long since I have written. I am even more sorry for all my favorites I haven't been reading! I haven't forgot about you all.
(start excuses) Also, lots has happened. Hopefully I write about it soon. I have been forcing myself to write my memoir. Only 500 words a day, but I am making myself. And that's taking up some time too. (end excuses)
Her
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Glad to finally hear from you. I was starting to wonder if you were ok. Try and take things slow, they will all fall into place. I'm happy that you are happy. Life is very demanding, its hard to try and stay still and enjoy things. [One Crazy Mom] 12/21/2005 2:00:51 AM
Glad to see you are still alive. Can't wait to hear what has been going on with you since you last wrote. Hope you have a great holiday :) [Serenity17] 12/21/2005 11:33:24 AM
Good to hear from you...glad to hear things with C are woking out. Merry Christmas!!! [lostonthesea]
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