Updated Updates Tuesday, October 11, 2005
5602 more words until my Memoir is exactly half way done being written. I have been working on it a lot lately. It's so strange to be working on certain parts of it because it brings back so many memories. It almost makes me cringe sometimes. I had to stop working on my brother's accident just because I couldn't stop thinking about it. I couldn't let go and even started dreaming about it. It's amazing how completely absorbed my mind gets. Anyway, almost half way there. That's pretty exciting, eh?
The people from the "most exciting job EVER" didn't call me. I am sooo bummed out. I really wanted to do that. I at least wanted an interview. Ugh. That makes me feel worthless. I can't even get a freaking interview! I have a feeling the phone call was my "interview" and I fucked it up, some how! Who knows. I suck.
I am going to see C on Thursday. It will be nice seeing him again. I don't know why I even waste my time. He doesn't really care about me. I know this. However, it's nice to be treated so well while I am there. Good times.
I haven't called a pyschiatrist yet. I am ok right now. I feel pretty strong. It comes and goes. Just like everyone else. I just exaggerate my feelings sometimes. I think. I dunno. I am trying hard to be sometime good and strong. I am trying to be ok.
I am falling in love with the Terminix man. How crazy is that. He's got to be the hottest man in this town, and he's not affraid to kill spiders! How sexy is that? Oh and he always smells like oranges. True story.
Anyway, I love you all out there in OD land. Just in case you were wondering.
Her
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aww all of us in OD land love you too. (I do anyway and I'm pretty sure <---------they do too.)
A hot man who isn't afraid of killing spiders is definitely sexy. Why does he smell like oranges though? [Hawk.]
10/11/2005 10:12:22 AM
RYN: Thanks for the encouragement, I really appreciate it :)
I never thought I would say this, but Terminix guy sounds yummy, and not just b/c he smells like oranges.
Oh and we all love you too :) [Solitary17] [p]
10/11/2005 8:13:52 PM
I agree with everything the above noter said, except the "killing spiders is sexy" part. I am curious about the orange smell, though. [JKD Student] 10/11/2005 8:39:57 PM
you know how many words your memoir will have?1? [lowerlight]
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