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Okay and? in New Chapters

  • May 27, 2026, 10:37 a.m.
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Dad called. That's not unusual as of late. It seems that I'm on his list of people to call daily.
I sometimes don't answer then I wonder if I'll someday feel guilty about it. 

I don't think I will but who knows.

He'd had a bad feeling about my brother this morning and it made him upset. My brother and someone else did come to see him so that was nice I guess. I don't know who the other person was. 

Your uncle R isn't getting any better. I think he's getting worse.
That's not good. What's wrong with him, Dad?
He's not doing good. Your uncle T is talking about trying to get some nerve pills for aunt L because he says she's not sleeping. She stays up all night worrying about R.
What's wrong with him, dad?
I don't think sleeping will help her either.
What's wrong with him dad?
Worrying won't help either.

I'm not asking what's wrong with him anymore. 

Also, nerve pills? I wish I lived in a time when you could just go get pills without a prescription for someone who was dealing with something horrible. Was there ever really a time? I mean I can't just go to my husbands doctor, who's also my doctor and say, I'd like to get some nerve pills for him. She would think of me as crazy!

Your brother is in, somewhere in this state.
I don't know where that is. 

I'm just glad that for the moment he's there and has a roof over his head.

Dad then went on to tell me how he's happy he got to know my ex husband. 
The ex he's speaking of isn't my ex, he's my late husband but I didn't bother to correct him. I'm just glad that my late husband is remembered. 
He was one of a kind and there will never be another like him.

The world is both grateful and saddened by this. 
I miss him too, dad. I miss him too.


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