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Seeing what's left, seeing what I might want. There wasn't really anything but a clock. He'd already called dibs. Fine. I was just going to sell it anyway. He'll actually use it.

Standing there talking to him though I couldn't help but to notice some things. The skin tags on the neck. The tattoo on the chest. I wonder what it is. I could only see a small part of it and that wasn't enough to know what it was. The hands. Oh those hands.

I had a dream a few nights ago. My guy was cheating on me. It upset me. I don't know why. I woke up, tried to shake it off but that took longer than expected. I don't know why it upset me so much. I've tried to think how the awake me, the reality me would feel. I'm not sure. I think I would be somewhat upset that he'd done it but then again maybe I wouldn't care much. It's not that I don't love him, I do. I just know that there's things he'd like that I just can't or won't provide. 

We went out today. It was our first outting since New York. We stopped by Starbucks before going the book store. I purchased one book. $2. I'll get that much entertainment out of it. We went to Michael's, Dollar Tree, one of the two local Indian grocery stores, we grabbed some dinner and some prescriptions on the way home. It was fun. 

My baby has a check up with her vet next week. I'm on the fence about it. The one vet we really liked at that office is no longer there. I don't really care much for the two vets left. I guess they're okay but I'm not 100% certain. It's just a check up. It's an in office visit, I should be able to stay there with her. We'll see how it goes. If I can't stay there with her then I may just reschedule. It's just a check up but still.

Tonight as I was taking some cat food to the neighbors I saw her kitty looking out the window. Her kitties been having problems with it's paws. I said hi to the baby and said that I hope his paws feel better soon. As if he knew what I was talking about he raised one little paw up at me. It broke my heart for him. I know he's having paw problems and I know how stressed it's making his mommy. She takes good care of those babies and they know what's wrong with his paws but it's still stressful. 

Mother's Day is coming up on Sunday. I sent my mother-in-law a set of hand lotions from Amazon for the day. I asked him what he wanted to do for her. He didn't know. $5 and some change later and that's done though we'll probably still see her for lunch or something soon. 

Happy Mothers Day to all the Mom's out there. Mom's of human children, furry children, rat children, fish children, squirrel children, whatever it is. Not all of us were blessed enough to be able to have human children and not all of us want human children but having furry kids or otherwise doesn't make us any less of a Mom. I love my babies as much as if I had given birth to them. Only God could love my babies more.