I said once you were the one that got away and I ment it. Im sorrry that I am such a bitch and hard on you. Its difficult for me to express myself in a commited relationship. Maybe bec ive dated some real pieces of work or maybe bec ive always beem scared to get serious. Ive learned alot from dads 4 failed marriages by just listening to him over the years. I never want to experience that. Im sure you don't either. Then I did have twp relationships I really opened up in amd just ended up getting hurt really bad. Still hurt today actually. Im scared of feeling thay again.
So for me to go to the UK with you to get married and to have so much blow up so fast. It all really scared me.
Now with the visa mess we are in it really puts a hulting stop to us. I look at our childern and they need you around. Im just not sure about wanting to leave the states again for a permanent residence well for the next 8 years. Considering how we are so different. I wish u were in Canada bec them we can drive over vs flying for 18 hours.
But like u said we need to get back on our own two feet first them when things r going good see if we still want to be togeather. Its just not easy.
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