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Day 151 in NewOrderCure

  • April 27, 2026, 3:09 a.m.
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I know it has been awhile since I have posted anything.  I have been depressed and it’s hard for me to do anything when I am in this state of mind.  I am still pissed off and I think I will be for a while.  I don’t really understand this life.  I never thought I would have to start all over.  I have to make myself do everything or I wouldn’t do anything.  I like my new job.  I just wish it paid better.  My best half has been great.  I thought she would she hate me for getting fired.  She doesn’t and she doesn’t blame me so that is a good thing.  She believes that i didn’t do the things i was accused of.  I am hoping that this mess will sort itself out.  I have been sick lately.  I am not sure why.  I think I just worry about things.  We are doing good financially so that is a good thing.  I have the weekends off and it is so weird. I worked my birthday.  It was the first time I have ever worked my birthday.  It was a good day.  I miss the people from my old job.  It makes me sad that I haven’t heard from anyone.  Then again I haven’t reached out to any of them.   I also decided to consult an attorney and see if I have a case.  I hope I do.  I think what they did was wrong on a lot of levels and if they have to lie to get me out of there that is really sad.  

On a lighter note I have a new favorite series I like to watch.  It is season 1 episode 5 of Rick and Morty.  There is something about Mr. Meeseeks that is really refreshing.  I also like the movies Nobody and Nobody 2.  Both really good movies.  I also downloaded the Sirius XM app to my TV and listen to the sleep channel instead of watching movies to fall asleep too.  It helps me sleep better.  I turn on a timer and it goes off so that is a good thing.  Anyways I will try to be better about posting but I am not going to promise anything.  Until next time end of line…..chris 


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