Wednesday

rain soon?

almost a week since my last entry again. lets see.

I had a nightshift, slept 9hrs after, was unable to go to training since i woke up 30min before.
had a nice saturday morning. breakfast with a good friend always hits the spot.

afterwards I had rehersal. was a bit of a weird mood.. idk how to explain.. my ex is part of the band and we spoke beforehands.. like hey today after practise we gonna tell em that we ended it 2 months ago.
and then she walks into the reshersal room and fkn BLURRED out " WE BROKE UP AGAIN! SORRY I COULDNT HOLD IT IN IT MADE ME UNCOMFY".. like.. okay.. i get it.. but fucking like.. tell me? like.. hey i know you wanna wait, but it would really make me feel better if we told them right at the start? i would have agreed.. like i'm not gonna say no lets wait if it bothers her.. like ?? 

ah well.. now thats dealt with I guess.

sunday i was back at work, nothin crazy. boring ass day.

monday was a fun day at work. bit busy.. some IT shizzle I had to take care off.. part of the projects I'm doing..love doing sidequests at work kind of hahaahaha... 

tuesday was also quite busy.. but I got to leave at 12.
headed to subways for lunch and afterwards I headed home and prepared for musical rehersal.
it went fine, they kinda didnt expect me to show up but where very excited that I'm gonna be here yday, today and tomorrow for rehersal. so that was fun.

and ya... as the header suggests.. in 18 days i'm going to have a week off and I cant fucking wait.. I'm so tired and exhausted.. I need that week. I just need to fill that week with things that do me well.. instead of gaming all day every day.. somehow .. thats not very relaxing.. or like.. refreshing.. it doesnt make me feel fresh and new.. it just wears me down.. 

Just huddle together until the lights burn out