goodbye, sweet friend. in it said i needed a book...

we lost our sweet frank tuesday. i have been a mess all week, honestly. i’m not ashamed and anyone who felt the need to tell me “it’s just a dog” can fuck themselves. he was a part of our family for nine awesome years. he had a long, happy, lazy life as an awesome foot warmer and excellent snuggler. i’ve referred to him and his brother as my brothers since the day we brought them home. i cried all of tuesday which caused my eyes to be puffy all day wednesday; i looked like i hadn’t slept in a week. truthfully i’ve been having difficulty sleeping because it just hurts. knowing my dad sat in his car at his work and sobbed like i did is awful. he’s the one who told me and wished he didn’t have to while i was at work. i just can’t believe he’s gone.