Disappointment From Others & Shame From Yourself in College Musings

These are very strong feelings and probably the ones I hate the most.
I love feeling happiness, excitement, the cold reminding me I’m alive, and even sadness causes inspiration.
Heck, in the winter, when it’s 40 degrees I wear thin jackets just to feel something.
Of course that’s because my high metabolism makes me sweat more and social anxiety and worrying makes me feel too hot.
But disappointment and shame are feelings I could do without.
I never want to feel them.