6:11 am
1/21/26
A week or two ago Paige got in contact with me. Paige is or was the friend of Edyn. The hot 17 year old that I was talking to three years ago. I didn’t know and she thought I was 20 something. It got messy when this girl Jasmine told her how old I was. They started hanging out and I knew shit would hit the fan.
By that point Edyn and I had been talking for a few months. Of course Jasmine had to fuck shit up and Edyn turned 18 a few weeks later. She didn’t like that we were talking when she was 17. I didn’t know and it was pretty low key. We talked about our cats and video games. She liked me and I liked her. She was bi one week and gay the next. I said Agent Carter was a shitty show and she blew her told and told me that everything I liked about her was because of that show. Whatever.
I added Paige and asked her if Edyn told her anything. The whole let’s ask he friend for some news. What’s the tea on me Paige?
Well Paige was 26 and told me that she loved me.
FUCK.
Paige is autistic. She’s pretty, but autistic. Not the smart kind. She has no car, goes to proms and acts retarded.
Edyn and I talked for about a year up until she was 19. She’s 22 and I ran into her a year ago at work.
Paige is now 29 or turning 30. Still pretty and I gave her a chance. A week.
Somewhere back in my diary I wrote about her.
She said that she loved me and I gave her a chance. This was all going on when I lost 30 pounds and Mariana (the 18 year old Colombian) parted ways. Paige didn’t like Mariana and to this day I think she had something to do with me getting called to the office at work.
We didn’t work because she didn’t want to grow up. Some people end up with super smart autistic people who have their quirks.
Paige liked to paint, was obsessed with Dance Moms and would dance.
You’re probably thinking, damn she must have been amazing. She’s now 29 (or 30 and looks like she’s 19) and paints paintings like a 5 year old. Maybe a 9 year old. Her mum holds her debit card and she goes to special Olympics and proms…
I asked her what is this shit? You’re a grown woman and you act like a kid. This won’t work. I don’t want to be a caretaker in my own relationship.
She cried. Blocked me. I got let go and that was that.
She’s really pretty but when she told me that her medicine makes her vomit, I was done. That’s too much information. I don’t need to know everything.
We talked last year and didn’t for the rest of that year.
A few weeks ago she hits me up and says that we don’t talk anymore. The last time we did it took her 8 months to reply back so I didn’t even bother.
She said that she’s in a dark place and I asked her if she got into it with her family or with a boyfriend.
Neither.
She wouldn’t say.
Do you want to fuck me Paige?
She says that I want her pussy and only bad boys can have her pussy.
What the fuck Paige?! I laughed so hard and she went on to tell me that she’s had sex twice.
So I asked her how will your mum feel about me picking you up to go fuck you then? She wouldn’t like it.
BLOCKED!!
She said she’d send me nudes. Cool. Blocked.
She hits me up AGAIN and says that her phone had problems. Sure Paige. It’s a whole process to block someone and to unblock them.
I think I made her mad but, would you date someone like that?
A pretty girl on the lower end of the spectrum.
I told her that she acts like a child. She has no drive to be on her own. When her mum dies, what then? She’ll go burden her sister?
I couldn’t get with one who has the periodic table memorized?
I’m just not lucky in love and I’m a shitty individual.
I’ve also gained 30 pounds. I’m so fat now that I have a foo-pah. I’ve been squeezing it. How does a dude get one above his dick?! And my belly has gotten so fat. Fuck.
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