9:37 pm
1/6/26
Why is it so hard to hit the gym? My membership has lapsed and I owe 40 to 80 dollars. I ate two small Dominos pizzas just now. I keep saying, tomorrow I’ll go. But tomorrow comes and I’m too cold, too tired, and too depressed. The few times I did manage to go, I just did a few reps and sat on a machine getting lost in my thoughts.
Joker as I stated in a previous entry (18 year old I was fucking) has a boyfriend her age. Katelyn (19 year old) is back with her ex who lives in my town. The cute girl at work with gold glasses has a spouse. Her English isn’t great and I don’t know if that means boyfriend in her language, or an actual spouse.
Sort of like how I call a flashlight a torch, or a lightbulb a glove. Or candles, Roman candle. Gas station, petrol station. You get the idea. Someone at work said that I speak like a foreigner with an accent.
She tried talking to me and I turned my back and left.
Is this the post food high? I was happy eating that small pizza, followed by another small pizza.
It’s all happy times until you see yourself in the mirror with man bobs and a fat gut.
Or am I sad because I found Bella’s paw print?
The vet that put her down sent me a card with her paw print. The other day I found a clip of her making her little chirp sound and lip smacking.
Google says that the lip smacking was a sign of being annoyed, stressed, dental pain, and an instinct to kill.
Yeah… You can tell that I was annoying her.
She always did it when I’d bother her. I’d pick her up or, more like yonk her and kiss her. Nibble on her cheeks and bite half her head with my lips. I was always annoying her and she’d come right back. Followed by me saying see, you keep coming back, you like the unsolicited forced love. Just because that mandarin orange size head is attached to you doesn’t mean it ain’t mine. It’s MY CAT HEAD and I’ll love on it when I want to. She was the best. I love my other cats but Bella was the best. 15 years.
I want to get another cat, but later one. I’d like another one like her. The same coat pattern.
I don’t know what her coat pattern is called but that Luna crunchy cat is the same pattern.
Maybe after I get my Ninja 500?
Did I mention that I don’t want to go to work tomorrow? Let me stay home and be sad for one more day.
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