It is 9 in the morning and 70 degrees. The last 2 mornings I ran around till I had to get ready for work more or less and not contributed to anything that really needs done - like cooking sweet potatoes for the kids or packing or getting things ready for the move or just plain moving forward.
Yesturday I went to the my towns farmers market and spoke with 2 friends of mine. There a lovely gay couple and we have known each other a good few years.They seen at my worst and my best. I must have spent an hour with them. There older than me and they were ( actually still are ) interior desingers. The market took a shit as we all know - how can you afford new draperies when you loose your job. The one gentleman moved into the other ones house when he lost his house thinking he had a safety net. Well now he lost his house. It went up for auction yesturday. He did look visably upset and has lived in the house for 30 years. 30 years! They live in Tampa and now want to move to my town. Why not it’s beautiful and just minutes from the beach and from downtown St.Pete. I told them I would help them find an apt. So there ya go. I do belive in karma.
Today I will get things done so it will settle my mind and make things easier on me. Speaking of “easier on me” I pushed up my moving date to the 29’th that way I can get rid of stuff and be more prepared instead of putting my self thru that when I don’t have too. The main goal in all of this is to be in the new place at the end of the year so there ya go. I am so lucky and so blessed. I know that but sometimes I get so lost on the hampster wheel in my head that it scares me that I get trapped in these thoughts of over whelmness if that could be a description. Off I go.
O! I finally got “Gone Girl” from the library.
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