Slurrry of thoughts and emotions ***** in Plan B

  • Dec. 2, 2014, 1:01 a.m.
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I did my lady today who is heading to Pen. on wednesday for 6 months I guess. She is going to the other sisters house to give this one a rest. I will miss her. She is nice and gentle and I like taking care of her aaaaand I love the dog. Bailey. I have never loved another dog like I love this one being that it belongs to someone else. To top it off it is part pit. At first when I met her it was like the world went totally silent and all I could do is just stand there. There could have been a fire and I would not have moved. My PTSS took over in such a rush I wasn’t prepared for it at all. It happens like that. One moment your normal ( well as normal as I can get for me) then BAM it hits. Now I love her. I wonder if I can visitation?

I went to my I new apt. today. I can’t wait to move. I need to move my nrg else where. Mayby once I move the bank will be forced to do something. I have been thru the “gatekeeping” and “underwritters” so many times I am over it. Just move. Have some control somewhere. Sit down and come with a date and go from there. Now I am going to relaxe the best I can and go from there. Hard to belive it is Dec. 1’st.


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