i don't want to see it without seeing it
i don't want to hear it without hearing it 
i don't want to touch it without touching it
i don't want to feel it without feeling it
so give it to me straight
give it to me true
give it to me raw
and get the fuck on my level
tear out my ribs
and shove it in my heart valves
open my mouth and pour down my throat
'til there's no air movin' in or out
i want it dirty and fucking real
i don't need a vest, i don't need a padded room
you can't hurt me any more than i hurt myself
i.dont.need.protection. 
and if you cant give it to me raw
if you don't want it
my emotion, my fucking heart
beating all over your skin
ticking like a bomb, 
if you don't get wet, every time you breathe in my name, 
if you can't trust to bleed with me
to give me the sutures when it's too deep for you
or to suture me when i fucking need
if you're too afraid and cant get the fuck on my level
then it's time to cut this beautiful cord
and let me go.