To the places we fear the most in Poetry

I love and hate these at the same time because you write them about me 
But you don't talk to me about them..

This is me talking, this is me talking to you
This is me picking up the gaps in the conversation that flows too quickly 

It's why I ruminate 

This is me spilling my heart, cut and bleeding, open for you 
Since the minute I met you it has never changed

This is me telling you things that are harder to say to your face cuz you don't want to hear them, because you can't hear them.. because you say you don't have the words..

Well I do.. and they're here on the page for you
This is me bleeding for a connection..
This is me metaphorical, with tones and rhymes that are deeper 

This is me thinking, this is me breathing between the words 
When conversation doesn't allow 
But this is fucking me, showing you and letting you feel what I feel

Writing is the process by which I show you...

This is me, naked and vulnerable, dirty and exposed

This is me adding addendums to the words spoken between us, to the feelings that you caused that you say you're not responsible for but you have a role in..

This is me, talking, in every word and every line has been for you. And you know it, everybody knows it...

Everyone who knows me knows it 

But this is me and I've showed you...

I will give you these words freely,

I will whisper them to you, 

I will scream and I will shout, so you can hear my tone, so you can feel my passion 

So you can feel it bounce off your skin, so your heart can feel how mine beats 

But they're worth more than conversations through screens

They're worth more than just being read and they're worth more than your silence..

No words ...Nothing. Not once. No questions, no concerns

Monsters was amazing, so was NSFW,.. But nothing

This is me and you got me 

But I'm also sacred 

And so are these words