4:22pm
Procrastination here waves
I don’t actually have a ton to do but I’m heading back to hometown and should probably pack a bag. A lot going on with the end of the season and October just being a busy month in general, in my line of work. I figure it’s better to go and stay the night instead of driving back and forth. It helps me to get more work done that way. I could do some from home, but hello procrastination. hah.
Waiting for my husband to call, as usual. He ended up working all weekend, including almost 12 hours yesterday. It was crazy. We really love our quiet weekends together so it sucked not having one. Makes all the days feel off.
I’ve noticed the last couple days that my heart has been racing. Even this morning after EC got up and I was lying there trying to go back to bed. I felt my neck and sure enough, racing. Which is crazy. How can my heart be working so hard while I’m literally lying down and not moving??
Pretty sure I’m anemic again but I hesitate to take iron because of the constipation. I’ve been trying to research ones that are easier on the stomach, but haven’t found them. I don’t know if the anemia is contributing to the racing heart.
Can almost guarantee a doctor will tell me it’s stress, but damnit, I don’t know how NOT to be stressed. I don’t even know how to tell I’m stressed because I’ve been this way my whole life. Every “illness” I have is linked to stress. I don’t know what to do about it though.
I’ve also had a cough for two months now. Should probably see a doctor. I need to find a new one out in this direction and I have no idea how EC’s insurance works, which I’m now on. Afraid to be charged up the wahzoo for no answers. Is it possible to figure out where a cough is coming from? I literally have had no other symptoms and suspect allergy or sensitivity to something.
I don’t know. Today has been rough and I’m not even hung over [because my husband wasn’t home to chug this weekend haha]. Between the intense coughing and the heart flutters, I’m over it.
EC’s on the way. Better clean. hah.
rose.
4:33pm
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