My Most Embarrasing Moment In My Life Thursday, December 02, 2004
Embarrassing Moment: last paragraph The rest of the entry is normal every day catching up.
I can finally relax. Everything in my life is really ok right now. I have no finicial trouble. I am healthy. I don't have to worry about Keith trying to walk in and out of my life. I am even profitable in Sim City.
As for the dating scene. I haven't written about it much at all in here. I am not sure why. Perhaps I think I am going to jinx myself or something. Awhile back I met someone through and online dating service. We went out and had a really great time. He's everything I wanted, except for one thing. I don't feel attracted to him. I have to say though, everything else is perfect. He's smart, educated, independent, funny, and a whole lot like me. I talked to my mother about it and she told me that if he makes me happy then that should be my major concern. With all the problems I have had in the past with relationships I tend to agree with her. After the first time out with him I decided that I wouldn't go out with him again. Then I thought about it and decided that I just may be making a mistake. I have written over and over in entry after entry about how all I want is a man that will love me as much as I love him back. I believe that this could be him. I hear it in his e-mails how excited he is to be with me. Excited to be with me! How long have I wanted this? A man that wants to talk to me. A man that wants to do things right. A man that wants to pick me up and take me out to dinner and movies. A man that wants to pay for it instead of me doing all the paying. He's a man that I don't have to worry about asking me for money. He wants to be with me. It's been so long since this has happened that I think I might be a bit scared. However, I am too excited to be scared. I am going out with him again on Saturday so hopefully everything will be good.
Everything at work is going well. Everything everywhere in my life is going well. I just have to keep going in the same direction that I am heading and I think all will be well.
Ok, so I said the most embarrassing thing I have ever said in my whole life the other day at work. It was so embarrassing that my face turned beat red and my eyes started to water. And of course I said it while everyone was there. I was sitting in my office chair while Steph reached over me to grab a book. Well, just as she stepped over me she tripped and started to fall, but luckily caught herself before landing on me. Then I stuck my foot in my mouth and said, "Damn, I thought you were going down on me!" Meaning falling on me of course! However, everyone in the office, including the maintenance men busted out laughing. One of the Maintenance guys fell to the ground laughing. I just wanted to shrivel up and die, but unfortunatly that didn't happen. Then of course Steph goes, "Not here. Not now" and she winked at me. I almost died. I couldn't believe it. Never in my life have I ever said anything so... well... wrong. Next time I better be careful of my word choices. I still laugh about it and it happened 3 days ago. I'll be lying in bed thinking about it and bust out laughing.. Sometimes, I don't think. Now it's obvious.
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I was wondering what happened to online guy, seems like it was wise to give him that second chance, eh? I'm glad things are going so well and that you are happy. I hope it continues that way for you.
And your embarrassing moment, sorry, but it was hilarious. My friends and I say stupid things like that all the time, but usually on purpose. We're weird like that. Anyway, have a good night! [Solitary17]
12/3/2004 12:50:37 AM
that IS funny.
Thankd for the laugh.
SUre, sure, it was at your expense but at some time its everyones turn [LastInLine]
12/3/2004 10:13:19 AM
Oh my God, that's hilarious.
ryn: I am feeling much better, thank you :) [HawkSF]
12/3/2004 11:46:16 AM
Oh, and good luck Saturday night. I'm glad to hear you're content with your life, that's an awesome feeling isn't it? [HawkSF] 12/3/2004 11:48:40 AM
that was funny but i guess all is well that ends well she didnt take offence ( maybe she like you lol ) but it was all in good fun hey even i laughed, i miss laughing with y9ou hey
12/3/2004 5:04:58 PM
RYN: Sadly my group isn't doing anything majorly impressive, we kind of put it off, so we're just doing an activity book revolving around the alphabet. [Solitary17] 12/4/2004 1:08:35 AM
it seems really good that u realized that this guy is really sweet. it'd be nice to find a cuy who wasn't vain, shelfish or narcisistic. butr hell it seems nearly impossible. stuff happens that is embarrasses me all the time.like yesterday when i accidently flashed my math teacher. funny but very embarrassing. i wanted to thank you for leaving me such a nice note in my journal! [Lady Snuffelkins]
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