parenting or just passing time?? in To Mom

Mom you do tell me that you love me like on my birthday or on other rare occasions. Its just like I said by your actions past and present I doubt your true feelings for me. When I was a teenager and had my drivin permit we never went driving togeather. Never not more then a few times. Lol you wouldnt even let me turn the car on or fill the gas tank. Dad on our visits would always make me drive but that was the majority of my practice time. I passed all the written portions of drivers education but not even close on the driving. It was another wonderful embarrassing moment of highschool divers ed. During the driving portion of divers ed I drove up a freaking little hill and ran over a small tree when the instructer was yelling at me to pull over. I was so scared and nervis behind the wheel no wonder bec I never had any practice. You have an attitude towards me like you just dont care even back then. Ive tried to talk to you about how I feel but you refuse to listen to what I have to say. So again in my life I depended on , y friends mother and she was the reason later in life I got my license. She made time for me. DID YOU?