O.K. here goes…went and did I lady that I did yesturday. OMG. She had black ants everywhere. She needs soooo much help. Tomorrow she is going to be completely alone for the whole entire day. She can’t be alone at all. She really needs 24 care. She is little - 4 and half feet tall - 80 pounds. She speaks german. The house is HUGE on the water. Her son is in N.Y. to run the marathon. Really? I walked in and ants were allll over the bagle I made her the day before. It is too overwhelming for me to handle. It is. I wish I could steal her and bring her here. I had to give her another spong bath because the shower had ants every where and no frigging hot water - again. The 6 foot coffee table had ants everywhere. She had ants on her. I checked her for ant bites. It is just too disturbing. Her son only wants one hour three times a week. No. Fucking. Clue.
Now move forward a couple of hours. Went to my Buddhist group tonight. O! How it saved me. It did. It did. It did. I was feeling so heavy from the earlier incident and actually thought of blowing it off but I went. The topic tonight was ” The Teaching for Victory” ~ It comes to being happy and learning how to get and keep it and it starts with you. “We ourselves embody happiness. No one can take that happiness away. No one can destroy it.” Anyway during the dicussion I told them about what happened today. Here there was someone at the meeting who is an R.N. and she wants to go into bussiness. She wrote a whole paper of information for me to read and it looks like a door might open. Tomorrow when I am less tired I will reread what she wrote and go from there. Glad I did go to Buddhist group. I always am.
Double D canceled for tomorrow. It figures. Such is life. I hear cookies and milk calling.
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