I woke up this morning and had an epiphany that I am old. Simple as that. Or maybe it was a realization of how fast time goes by. I’m turning 24 soon at the end of the year.
I realize I’ll be 30 in literally 6 years.
And 6 years ago I was 18 which it just feels as of time has gone by so fast.
The time it took to get from 18 until 24 does not feel long. And it won’t feel long when I reach 30 either.
I try to pretend that I’m still 19. And I know I’m young by a lot of people’s standards but everyone feels old at times or young at other times. I feel old.
And that is just how I feel.
It was almost a panic moment though where I realized and felt that I didn’t have much time left to get all the things I want to do…done.
I’m working on my career and graduate this year.
I don’t even have my driver’s license and I think that bothers me the most.
I drive and whatnot but have been too afraid to go into get my actual license. I’m scared of the instructors.
Also my parking is god awful. I can drive good but can’t park to save my life so I’ve been practicing.
Next year I start work.
I’m also running a YouTube channel that is working out somehow.
Should be able to make money off it.
Also I want to do some modeling and I am getting up there in age.
I just feel as if I’m on borrowed time all the time. No matter what I do or what life has in store for me at the moment.
I just wish I didnt feel so old
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