I have been taking the Zoloft for a few weeks, I guess long enough forit to start effecting me.
In the beginning, that first week I felt emotionally alright, but I felt dizzy and unstable riding my bike.
I have learned to handle that feeling on the bike, or it has gone away, but now the emotional shit is kicking in.
I have not had any of my mania moments, those rushes of energy of mind, soul and body. The anxiety of my life and job seems less too.
But I feel flat, unemotional.
I went to visit an LST, the same type vessel my father served on in WWII. I really expected to be emotionally wrecked, open crying and all. But I felt nothing. It was like I had no connection to this ship, it was just a large gray thing tied up at the dock. Even looking at the gun tub like my dad sat in felt vacant, no excitement or saddness.
I do not like this feeling.
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