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Yesterday morning I got up as normal to get ready to go to work. I had laid out my clothes the night before, everything going normal. I was even up a tad early as the day at work was going to be ...

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A lot has gone on, dynamics have shifted and changed. Hurts have healed, old wounds opened. Mandy is still living with us and it is ver nice. She helps me around the house with cooking and clean...

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Life on the sofa. Not really all that bad, that is if one enjoys discomfort. The sofa is not designed for a big man to sleep on, the dips and divits. Then there is the texture, nothing like the s...

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Life on the sofa. Not really all that bad, that is if one enjoys discomfort. The sofa is not designed for a big man to sleep on, the dips and divits. Then there is the texture, nothing like the s...

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On Sunday we drove to the other side of Knoxville. It was a great little drive. The purpose of the trip was to meet my son and grandson. Fred and his family were in the area for his sisters weddi...

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As my evening is winding down, clearing the last of the dishes, running a load of laundry and drinking beer, I decided to open up some e-mails to read. In my In-Box I found a letter from my son a...

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It is lovely out! This morning I was up at my regular wake up time, 5:15am. I had black coffee and my meds. I then watched a bit of news as sad and depressing as that is, then I went out and fire...

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Mandy is back. The relationship she was in finally self destructed. Today when she arrived here she was like a little scared girl. I felt so sorry for her. She was in tears as I held her and told...

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Debbie has a Doctors appointment this afternoon and I took the day off to take her. Oh it is not that she cannot drive or that this is really a worry some visit as this is with her Primary Care P...

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Amazing.... Thank the Gods and heavens for modern chemistry! My meds have been onboard for a few hours and I feel good, slight twinge of a headache above the left eye, but feeling really good oth...

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Today I reduced my Zoloft to 25mg. I have to do something as I feel like the world has no seasons. True the anxiety is reduced, but I feel flat, almost emotionless. The “I don’t give a shit” leve...

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I have been taking the Zoloft for a few weeks, I guess long enough forit to start effecting me. In the beginning, that first week I felt emotionally alright, but I felt dizzy and unstable riding ...

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On with the Tale of Woe… When the new “smart phone” would not connect, and with the difficulty of the laptop connecting to our router, I thought perhaps it is the router that is the problem. She ...

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This is the second day of my new med, Zoloft. Yesterday after taking that first dose I felt strangely high. When I rode my Harley I felt slightly wobbley, unstable. I was off in leaning into curv...

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I have been having difficulty at work. With the bullshit of an unstable Boss and dealing with an irrate public due to a step up in enforcement, I have been suffering from severe anxiety. This add...

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I love when I can make multiple entries in a day. I love sharing my life with others, even if no one notes me, I assume that some one out there does read this. And it matters not if one gives a d...

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Went to the little store where I go every morning for my coffee to support our Troops. They had all sorts of goodies! I had three fantastic hot dogs with mustard, onion and chili. I washed it dow...

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I slept so good last night! Maggie snuggled up tight against me, taking Debbie’s place at my side. This morning I was awakened by M.I.L. calling to see what my plans are for the day. As I struggl...

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Oh yes, I am in a mood now...... Amazing how things go around here in our little humble abode. Over a month ago my dear one had surgery, a pretty major surgery at that. That first weekend post-op...

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I have been using the name unscathed corpse on my account for about 4 years. Just now at 5:43pm 8/27/14 I get booted off and a message appears that says “it appears I am not using a real name”. W...

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Well the pain in my back has returned. It started over the weekend with spasms and cramps in my legs and today the steady agony of the back ache firing up. Tonight I have doubled my Celebrex, wh...

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Last evening I packed her a breakfast and lunch. I left her fresh strawberries. Today I came home and everything is where it was when I left it in the fridge. She told me she did not feel like co...

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I am toast... I am fucked up... I am on beer number 12. I have discovered that when I drink I do not hurt! I have been cleaning the kitchen, doing dishes and cleaning counter tops. I am als...

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Things have gotten strange since her surgery. She is now 3 weeks post-op and seems worse each day. I fear depression. She does little but lay about in bed. Initally the first days post-op she w...

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Today was another pain free day! I doubled the Celebrex to 400mg, but I did not have to take any Hydrocodone, Cyclobenzaprine or Lorazepam! I have been able to walk normally, stand for longer pe...

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