Dear Hayeti
It has been a roller coaster of emotions past few months.
Constantly having conversations in my head and at some stages thinking I'm close to slipping into some kind of insanity.
Thankfully I seem to always take a step back and come to the conclusion that having a nervous breakdown won't really achieve anything.
I have made a few slip ups along these short months in my times of weakness but instead of beating myself up I'm moving forward.
Rayanna has grown so much since the last time you saw her....she has gone from not noticing your lack presence to asking to talk to you and look at your picture. Last week she had a fight with Jannah and was upset, she grabbed my phone and asked to see your picture and talk to you. She started dobbing on her sister to you....it was so cute.
Whenever tears stream down my face she says don cway mummy...and hugs me.
Jannah continues to ask about you and where you are...if you are still sick at the doctors. She is still too young to fully grasp it.
She did mention one night that you were in the sky...not sure where she got that from...
Jamal is adjusting okay, he misses you terribly. Always wishing you were here. Father's Day is coming up in a couple weeks and all the commercialism is a constant reminder he is without a father.
Until next time my love..
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