This Entry Has a bit of Everything Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Yes. I think it's agreed. I am better with out Kyle, Wendy, Jeff, and Lisa.
I remember the night Lisa told me about her having AIDS. At first I was all cool about it. We were driving down the street and I was completely trashed. All of a sudden she told me that she wanted to tell me something. So I said, "ok...What is it?" Then she told me she had AIDS. Then she asked me if it made me think any different about her.
Now the first thing that went through my mind was, "Of course not!" I mean... I have nothing against people that have AIDS. It's a horrible disease and knowing that I will never sleep with her or share a dirty needle with her, why the heck would it even matter? So I told her don't even worry about it. She said thanks and told me I was cool. (like I didn't know that... ha ha)
Then all of a sudden it hit me. (Being drunk my mind was a little slow) And I must have said "Jeff" outloud because she said. "He knows."
Then I just got more and more angry. She told me that he knew and was upset at first, but is ok with it now. I just began nodding to her and telling her I understood, even though I was burning mad inside. Then she asked me not to bring it up to Jeff because "Jeff didn't want me to know."
So that's how the whole thing went down. I've just pretended I didn't know about it. It saddens me though. Lisa has had it for over 10 years. They have just upped her meds and she has to give herself shots now. Jeff hasn 't showed any signs yet.
I don't think I will ever forgive Lisa for "killing Jeff." I mean, how can I? He was my best friend and we have been friends for so long. Now not only has she gave him AIDS, but she is too jealous of me to let me hang out with him. It's all-together a sad thing... but it's something I have accepted.
Ok, enough of that.... as Jeff used to say, "There is no funk in that junk."
So I volunteered to watch Steph's baby 3 times a week. I am so excited about it. I hope she lets me. It won't start until November, but it will be a little extra cash.
OH! I think my "work-secret" got out. What work secret you ask? Ha ha... it's such a secret I haven't even wrote it in here. However, one of the maintenance men, Chris, brought it up. He said, "Somebody that works for the company has a crush on i vetem." I looked up and laughed and said, "whatever". Then Joe walked in and when he walked out my eyes kind of followed him. That's when Chris looked at me and winked. No one else saw him do it except me. The only thing I can't figure out is ... HOW THE HELL DID CHRIS FIND OUT? Oh, me and Joe have been secretly meeting on weekends and hanging out. I haven't even told the girls in the office. I was enjoying having a company secret. Someone let the cat of the bag... and it must have been Joe. Which doesn't make any sense! Arrrgh!
Anyway.. I am out.
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