i know. shame on me i haven't wrote in this thing. i'm still bitter about my open diary. starting over just crushes motivation.
well how am i? miserable at most points. the only good thing that is happening to me is that im drowning in money.. the cons however.. im exhausted, over-worked, stressed out, burnt out - (you get the idea). Last week I worked 70 hours from sunday to sunday and another 20 hours monday & tuesday. Plus another opening shift for wednesday. but fuck that. tuesday I just told everyone I wasn't doing shit. And after I spoke that sentence I left. I just left. fuck you guys for a day. I have exhausted my abilities to the fullest extent where I actually put the foot down and was like.. no I'm done for the day.
my boss hired another female delivery driver yesterday and sent me home. i cried when he sent me home. im starting to feel replaced. i don't know what is wrong with me but feeling this way sucks.
scotty has been driving me insane the usual. but the first 30 seconds of seeing eachother is beyond me. its like falling in love all over again. and when we fight its because we haven't seen each other. so annoying.
im just a bitter bitch.
-L
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