I did work today thank goodness. Staying home would have been nuts. My thoughts running around in my head like a pea in a bowl. No. I did my VA guy. He is cool. We agree on alot of things. Usually I never discuss my faith to people but I told him I was a practicing Buddhist and he loved it. We both agreed on Robin Williams and his passing that he was a tortured soul and for him that was the only way out. Sometimes all the medicine in the world won't calm the voices down or take away the darkness. Not even faith will help. Sometimes things happen and there are no answers. I just wish his wife and kids in time come to some kind of peace and not hate him forever for what he did.
I am trying to help the VA guy out by getting him help. Sheets, twin bed and box spring, clothes that fit him, good grocries and a vacum. He needs a flippen vacum cleaner. I just want things nice for him. He deserves it.
Now on to my Lil Lady. She is dying. I am no longer on the case. I can't be. I haven't been for a while and it's ok. I want to remmber her how she was and not how she is. If the family wasn't so messed up it would be one thing but there a hot mess and now add her dying in the mix of all of it. No.
This whole day I have felt off kilter ~ No wonder ~ We lost a huge light and it's going to take more than one day to get over at least for me.
Now on to a higher note ~ I am trying to find the VA guy some kind of help. How ironic...on C-SPAN a doctor Dr. Katherine Mitchell is now giving her te

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