Whadda ya Gonna Do? in Plan B

I got a call today from the agency and the one lady I drove forever for is canceling me - well not her - her P.O.A. is and so now it isn't worth going alllll that way for to work. So with that being said that office got all cranky on me. I didn't cancel ~ No I am back down to squatty hours. This roller coaster did make me persevier in completing the on line app. for the local hospital. I need some steady $. I am not cut out for roller coasters. I need some stability somewhere. Going from 39 hours to 50 hours to 20 hours not good for my meantal stability. I did call the old place of where I use to work at - last year - and the D.O.N. who use to work there ~ Affectionally known as "Clittey Boots" is no longer there. She lasted less than a year. Tho I did speak to one of the nurses whom I highly respect and she said I could use her as a reference. Yea. So we will see what happens. This constant chasing is tiring. No matter what happens I will keep the home health for extra hours but living off of them alone seems impossible. I am wore out. Now with my Lil Lady still in her situation and it isn't looking good and all the other stuff going sometimes it's just too much.