he's gone in Open Diary Orphan

hes gone to new orleans. he got his old job back, took the physical and will start at some point soon I guess. Unless they run a background check. they didn't when he went there before because he went to work there from another company that been bought out. his job there he got from a friend. I hope he gets this job and starts working. It looks like I will be paying his bills another month until he gets his first paycheck. I resent it. I resent him. Omitting the truth and whole story is still a lie. I tried to make an appointment with a counselor through work to talk about it all but the first appointment is in two weeks. I went ahead and took it but then they wanted to ask 50 questions and I was on my way into a meeting so couldnt answer them all. I need to call back but I forgot to on Friday. work is overwhelming. I hate it. stupid therapists cant get documentation right to save their lives. most of them make more than me, yet I worked today to fix their errors. I wrote a couple of stern emails. it will work for a week or two. Ive got staffing problems, I hate my job. If I sold my car for a cheaper one I could work at some retail store and pay my bills. son is still hanging out with that little girl in Denver, she looks like a hippie. tattoos, nose ring, weird haircut and its bleached blonde. I hope she is nice. I hope he is happy. bright side my cabinets look good. my hardwood floor looks good. my countertops look good. i just need to pick out a backsplash. I thought it was done but its not. I am so indecisive its awful.