God, Are You Listening? 'Cause this girl needs U Tuesday, November 04, 2003
I fear that the day has come. The day that I have to face every fear that I have. It's time to stop thinking about what everyone else thinks and give myself the thing I want. Sure, I am scared. Sure, I'll have to do it alone. However, maybe that is good? Maybe this is the way it's supposed to be. I don't know how I am going to do this. I really have no idea how I am going to make it through this. However, I have to now. This time I have got to do it.
It's time to love myself and forget that it doesn't matter what anyone thinks. It's time to be a little selfish and stronger than I have ever been. It's time to stop running away from the things that I can't stop. It's time to let myself be strong. I wish that I could have help. Unfortunitly I won't have that. It's just going to be me. Alone. Fighting for what I know is right.
I pray that the Lord carries me through this, because I don't think I will be able to walk on my own. I pray that God understands. I pray that this is the right thing to do. Please God... We have to do this together, because I can't do it alone. I can't do this alone, GOD! I am more scared than ever before.
It's time, God. It really is time.
Her
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