Moment of Clarity? in Firestone

I put a question mark because I think level headed me came back for a second.
Because I thought to myself.. since we’re in a weird limbo, I wasn’t going to come home this week. Kind of make you miss me. But also me running away because it’s what I’m used to.
But instead, I’m not going to change anything. With a twist. I’m going to go home. I’m going to read, maybe lay down with the boys.
But I shouldn’t be running away. I have successfully stopped this bad habit, and I don’t want to revert back to what I know so commonly.
Let’s see how this goes.