Dissecting An E mail [Friends Only Entry] Sunday, December 15, 2002
Let's rip apart an old e mail from Keith. Let's find out why I just might have thought he still cared...
It is true that all bad will eventually go away and things will be good,
and there should never be a reason for anyone to stop hopeing for that, thats the only reason we do what we do hey. Very true.
I still never want to see you getting hurt, and when I hurt you I will just look away so that I don't see you get hurt. hey and that wont change whether you believe me or not, i have made mistakes and you sure haven't stopped making them yet, have you??and it took me a while to see
where i was going wrong, but now i know, and when you say only one meant it, i hope that that one is me hey.Actually I was talking about someone else.I believe that love can never be faked hey, if you feel it then it is reall, the only problem is that sometimes we confuse
it with other things lust, finicial security, things of that nature and we only realize that we really did or didnt love
that one person after they are no longer there, but sometimes you get a chance to see this befor the person is completley out of you life, and if
you lucky then it will work out , there is nothing sweeter than two ppl in love, maybe except for knowing that someone loves you as much as you love them.You will never understand love because you will never let yourself experience it. You always back out when it gets hard. You run away from it. You shouldn't preach about love until the day you can LET IT BACK INTO YOUR HEART. It was there once a long time ago, even before you met me. You need to let it back in! When you open your heart again, then tell me about love, but not before.
Even i could never hold someone and look them in there eyes and say i felt somthing that i didnt feel. i really am not like that, really. This is why he never looked me in the eyes and told me he cared..he only e mailed me and said it.
The night we danced, the walk on halloween, the day you were sick, trips
to owasso, do you think i was faking that as well, well i wasent. i really do like spending time with you for a lot of reasons, and i hope i can still do that, now that you are free.Ok! I am free now... where the Hell are you!?!?
Well like you said all things will be good, i just hope i am a part of your future as well. Hmmm, me being part of your future. That can be arranged if you would answer my phone calls! What Keith was trying to say was, "When I am not with other people and I am lonely and have nothing better to do, I hope you are in my future." he just said it the leading me on way.
I saw a shooting star last night but i didnt make a wish then when i went to bed. i dreament of a wish and wished my wish to come tru, for some ppl all we have are dreams, thats what keeps us going and for me that dream is careing about you, thats what i care about. Well, he certainly has a crazy way of showing it. Where is the care, Keith... Where is the care?
Her
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