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The other thing is my niece. I have no kind of relationship with her now. I can't force my sister to have a relationship with me. so I don't see my niece at all. I think that is what is bothering me the most. And I am sure my niece knows what is going on. I am afraid to think what my sister may have told her about why I am not around. Even if I could talk to my niece, I don't know how I would explain it to a 8 year old. This is just such a flipping mess.