July 1'st - Tues. in Plan B

It is hard to belive how fast this year is going.... how fast this summer is slipping by. I took care of my Lil Lady this a.m. I had to bring some sheets from home because she didn't have any clean ones. I cleaned her up and gave her as much love as I could. She is in and out of halucinations. My heart is so sad. I took a nap today. It is so exhausting between yesturday dealing with that old bitch and her staring at me for hours on end - so glad that is over and then the Lil Lady situation it gets to me. I went back over tonight after my Buddhist group. It was just a toso meeting and I needed it. Smart Paul called me which was nice and reminded me. Then afterwards I went and did the Lil Lady again. I spoke to her son and I made him calm down his voice. He is loud and very hyper. Not good to have around when your tired or actually any other time for that matter.He is not accepting the fact that the Lil Lady is dying. Tomarrow thankfully a nurse is coming to do an assessment on her. Finally. These people are such dumb - asses. I laid with her for a while and we talked. She thought she was in a park and asked how we got there and I told her that because she was so nice that they let us stay. I told her how much I loved her from here to the stars and back. I am tired. Not long out of bed tonight. Sleep in tomarrow. I need it. Bad. Dip shit is home next door with his big rig and for reasons unknown to me but I will make it a point ask the ass hat why does he start up the rig 12 times a day. It reverberates thru the whole house. No joke. I have plaster walls and I can hear it in the bedroom. Whadda turd.